Kinrui Ai
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 2, 2008 18:52:31 GMT 7
Another day! or more like night
The Labyrinth, yep this was the place he had to choose to hang out for this cold evening, it was rather comfortable for his pale yet warm skin, it had a pale appearance because of the make, foundation, naturally he has those pinkishly flesh skin, female's skin to be exact, reason? its because he has that nocturnal habit to 'only' go outside of the night..
As always, Kinrui had dressed himself formally again, His one and only top hat, the plain black one with a checkered line design right above the crown section, but, not every event, he had dressed in a rather colorfull design today, for his first layer of clothing, a simple sky blue color of a polo with a chinese type of collar, and for the second layer? a long silver vest with its back side reaching his laps, yet it inclines above his waist when the clothing was viewed on the front,it has also a Quarter moon design on the back. his pants, well, it was just silver too, but it was skinny thus making it looking very feet though has a small baggy design when it reaches on the ankle part of the pants..
Now.. The reason why he actually here is that he's--well truly he doesnt know, he's confused, the weird urges that he feels so empty whenever he's alone, yet he feels so energetic comparing his other days, why? what?
He had his Ipod's earphone sticking on his ears now too, the song was currently stellar and it hit him so hard..
How do you do it? Make me feel like I do?
How do you do it? Its better than I ever knew..
His eyes suddenly looked down on the floor, he had realized something, it was on the tip on his tounge but cant just get the word, he had been acting emo, thats the word, but cant get the fact why..
He palms his own face chuckling at himself, "Kinrui! What the hell are you even thinking about! Hah hah..ha.." He said yelling alone at the labyrinth laughing at himself slowly the laugh then ended in a sad tone, confusion, he had always hated it. Everyone knew Kinrui was good when it comes to human phsychology, but still, why cant he still get himself?
"Kinrui! Theres nothing to worry about! theres nothing on you! Theres nothing but you and the world, think about nothing, you worthless rat! Think about nothing, Oh Come on Kinrui please! T_T" He ranted to himself ultimately looking like an idiot, He stood up placing one foot on the chair he was sitting, he places both of his arms in a crossing position, still searching on his own maze of his mind on which was he feeling..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 2, 2008 19:41:35 GMT 7
Sometimes, I wonder why I keep coming back to this place over and over again. If anyone ever asks for a reason, I'd say I liked the cafe here. Although that, is not really what I call the reason.
Again, I sit in a fancy chair in front of a glass table which were accompanied by two chairs, one in which I was sitting on. Every other table was set in pairs, it's a no wonder, it is the labyrinthe afterall. I sat slouched, whilst a waiter set a cup of tea in front of me. I looked up at him.
"I didn't order this" I said.
He only shrugged with a smile casted on his face before he turned away with the circular tray he had with him. Dressed, obviously in very formal cafe clothing. Normal ones, if I had to add to anything other than that. A french style blouse, black vest, black pants and a black apron around his waist.
It's a complimentary drink, I guess?
I only stared at the brown translucent liquid which was emmitting steam off it. My hands still rested on my lap, not even bothering to touch the cup. I was feeling a bit lazy and somewhat tired. Don't know what I was tired about though. I don't think I did anything but read a few books today.
The chair was dragged back by my feet which pushed its way back away from the table. Placing my hand on the pocket of my jacket, I pulled out a few coins and left it on the table. It'd be rude if I just left it there. The clatter of my boots against the brick path were easily heard as it was very quiet, as always.
The sun rays were filled with orange, red and a tinge of pink hues. It was... pretty, I guess. I slipped both of my hands inside my jacket again as I resumed with my walk. Only staring at the constant rythmic pattern of my boots' clatter.
Instinctively, I stopped into a halt, my head levered itself up to look forward again. I wondered if it was something I ate today, something that'd make you anxious after you've swallowed it. I blinked twice before I was pulled into reality again. To my surprise, I'd found a familiar face, which I didn't really think I'd see.
"Hello," I said with a halfhearted smile displayed.
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Kinrui Ai
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 2, 2008 20:22:39 GMT 7
"Hello"
He heard someone's voice, a famillar one, unexpectingly his heart beat started to beat faster, his amber locks hues over the owner of the voice, Maho, whats this? he felt happy all of the sudden but why? it wasnt normal he acts like this infront of ladies..
He nodded and casting a faint smile again, he manage to do that even if he felt something like this "Yoh.." he replied on the one called Maho, he moved a hand on the back of his neck rubbing it a bit, still confused on what was he feeling.
The other hand crawled down to his pants waist line, where the Ipod shuffle was precisely hanging, he pressed the button twice, the button which lower the sound's loudness, he does this normally whenever he engage a coversation with someone, due to respect he doesnt want to go all 'you said something?' on someone, probably because the Ipod's earphone was so loud he cant even hear himself talking(this is true ..
He lowered his foot back on the ground walking his way besides the female with the same look on his face, the pretender's face. "Err, uhh...what're you doing here?" He asked, D'oh! What a dumb question, of course she's hanging out here again, afterall this is the place when he first met her, he probably look so stupid now, or atleast thats what he think..
He made a small and silent chuckle then shooking his head slowly not really that noticable "Ne'ways, you seemed alone again Maho-chan.." He stated, he really wondered how come he always catches her alone, someone as beautifull as that probably have alot of friends, since looks does count on popularity..
He's being a pretender again..
He knew something is up on him about her, he made a small thesis inside him, its about her, but still getting to the fact what about her..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 2, 2008 20:55:19 GMT 7
My smile faded a bit. Although I still managed to hook my lips' corners up, making the smile slightly visible. He was just one of the people whom I always tend to meet these past few weeks.
I guess it'd be like any other days when I do hang around him.
My eyes met his, and the smile widened. Although I did have to look up just to make eye contact. Like other times, he had started with the topics. Well, most of the time, he's the one who was supplied with a lot of topics, unlike me. And this was just like any other times.
Since his question was rather difficult for me to answer, I only shrugged, not saying a word. I, myself don't even know why I was here in the first place. It's like I always do come here every so often. Maybe I was just starting to get bored of it. His statement made me chuckle.
"As always," I'd replied.
Again? I'd thought. I didn't get him. Most of the time, I was with him. It soon clicked to me though. The first time I'd met him, I was also alone. And in the same venue too.
"What about Kinrui?"
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 2, 2008 21:20:10 GMT 7
As always, well, he believes the fact she had always been alone, still he wonders why, though he doesnt want to nose around it since that would be very disrespectfull. "Well, I just feer(Feel) uneasy and all, so I decided to take a Wrocku(walk).." He made an excuse, for what? oh god he's such an idiot for not even knowing his own problem..
"But it seemed it would be more rather fun if I Wrocked(walked) Aroung(along) with someone, Ne?" He said opening a palm offering with Maho, he wanted to walk with her of course, since it was truly sad to be alone. his head leaned on a bit as he offered a hand to the female, thus making his top hat fall forward, which is why Kinrui had his other hand posed and supported the his only top hat..
How come, whenever I am near her, I feel like a new man? How come I am much more Lively? How?
Kinrui is a multi-tasker, as he was doing that in reality he kept wondering whats his problem and it seemed he realized it had something to do with this person..
How does she do it? To make me feel, like I do?
I did read of this situation on my book once, but I cant just tell what it was? I cant just tell what it is, Kuso..
He still cant get the answer sadly, or maybe, inside he already knows it, but just afraid to face the fact on what it is, Anxiety always block anyone, unless you're a b*tchy person..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 2, 2008 21:50:30 GMT 7
He opened his hand, free of it, slightly bowing towards me. I knew exactly what he meant and slid my right hand out of my coldoroid-frabricated jacket, and took his free hand. Slightly squeezing it for a brief moment. As always, his hand was warmer than mine.
Strands of my hair were tucked underneath my jacket although I didn't quite feel it, until I'd slightly tilted my head downwards. I had felt no neccessary need to untuck those strands. Which was funny, because I'd always flick my locks whenever it was tucked underneath shirts and jackets to free it from its temporary imprisonment.
I couldn't quite get the words to answer him, and like what I would do around him, I only smiled. I felt like a doll, who was limited at words, although I did realise that I'm especially untalkative to the people I like. Which would probably set an image of me not liking them, but it was the exact opposite. It takes a while to get used to though, I realised.
If it was only a few words I could describe it in; I was one of a kind. Rarely do I find people like me-- with the whole, untalkative when I'm around someone I like. And the opposite with someone I don't like.
I blinked to moisten by blue marble orbs. It gets very blurry when it's dry, at least I think so.
My hand was feeble compared to his stern still position.
I'd noticed his hair hadn't changed much from when I've cut it for him.
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 3, 2008 11:44:21 GMT 7
Her hand was quite cold, but coolness is what Kinrui likes better than heat, he pulled her up gently, then looking around straying his amber hues around the place obviously thinking where to start of the said 'walking'. his hand seemed to still took a soft grip on her hand, he found it quite hard to let go, but really, still doesnt know what the reason is..
The song on his Ipod Shuffle changed, he didnt really know what it is, probably because its Shuffle, the Ipod that only does randomly choose your music, ah, he recognizes this one, its a song from Typcast, yep, but just cant seem to get the title for now..
He started walking slowly away with her expecting her to follow to, of course he walked very slowly at start to give her the message of its time to go or so, but to add mo "Ike.." He said nodding his head to the direction he was to talk too..
The song had a famillar lyrics a very interesting one too..
I don't know why I always feel like this
It's hard to breathe when you're around
Your big blue eyes are drowning me to
The space is tearing me
I'll stay, please stay..,
Though the volume's density had lowered to only its third power, he heard it quite clearly, he was starting to realize all of this uneasing feelings, but seemed to cant face the fact he is actually feeling this, but if he hid this, he'll just die inside and build up the wall of anxiety between that person, but whos this person? actually he knew who was the person too, but again, he seemed afraid to face the truth..
Okay, lets say he faced it, but now he wants her to feel the same to him, for the fact he had read that girls have complicated minds, and a small evaluation was made inside him already, how fast? one if you admit your infatuation to one, she'll avoid you if she doesnt like you, two, If one likes you, she'll treat you special.
'Theres no way she'll like me back, She's so quiet, thats the design on hatred' he said inside him, if there was a mind reader alice right now, he'd be actually embarassed to death, or not..
"Maho-chan.." His mouth opened saying her name, "Define, average guys for me?.." He asked, a very silly and random question, perhaps he'd get more evaluation out of her by asking question, not that he likes her, or he's just still afraid to face that fact..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 3, 2008 18:52:08 GMT 7
An instant reaction from the tug, I had inched forward, once again hearing the clatter of my boots against the brick road that was surprisingly very even and smooth.
The bright orange hues was a perfect match with the spectrum of the green leaves and colorful rose hedges. The days were longer now-- it's summer. I wondered what time it was, and how long I've been here, before I've met him. It seemed like a long time.
A question strucked me. It was unlike the other questions he'd asked me. Usually it'd be something like 'what does your parents do?' or 'where did you live?' I paused for a second, realizing that it wasn't something I was just hearing.
Again, I'd blinked. I looked at him, making sure he wasn't joking about it.
I looked back down to the ground, before looking forward again.
"Wh-- What do you mean?"
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 3, 2008 19:21:07 GMT 7
"Eh...Well umm.." He said in a startled tone of his voice which made him stop walking for awhile, he tought that she got the wrong message, or the real message he had been trying to say, either way he'll make an attempt to--lets say escape thru out of that confusion..
"You know, if they are plain jerks, and all, or something like that, ahehe.." He said chuckling at himself some rubbing the back of his neck with his free hand, He then started to walk again still with his hand softly clentched on hers, of course he still havent got the nerves to let go, "You do know that normal guys usually just try to have fun not caring to the world, thats just my question..I think.." He explained muttering the last two words silently..
His eyes strays back to the ground thinking something deep this time, of course he is thinking about this eneasing feeling which deprives him to a very uncomfortable feeling, and the same time, thinking on what possible things she might say about his question, thats how Kinrui's brain work, a truly talented mind, probably because of having the ability of being a Will Powered mind..
After rubbing his neck, his free hand crawls down to his pocket reaching a lollipop, a peach flavored one taking the color of bright orange, he rips the wrapping apart by his mouth then just opening his mouth letting gravity pull the said trash on the ground, after that, he sticks the sweet stick on his mouth patiently waiting for her reply..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 3, 2008 19:50:07 GMT 7
His chuckle made me chuckle too. Although our hands could have been occupied with keeping it to ourselves, it was still intertwined. I'd covered my mouth with my left hand whilst chuckling. It soon ended though, dropping back to my side.
"Well, I surely wouldn't want a jerk." I'd replied.
If I could add anything more to that, who would? My voice sounded casual, as if I would be saying it to anyone.
"What about Kinrui? What would be your ideal girl?" I'd asked.
It wasn't out of curiosity-- or maybe it is, but it was only nice to return the question. At least, that way we would know more about each other, right?
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 3, 2008 20:01:02 GMT 7
His question wasnt answered, and she counter-questioned him, 'nani? is she trying to mess with me? if she is, she's good..' he said inside him at the counter-question she made on him, it made his face blush some yet it was barely visible because of his pale foundation, he pulled the lollipop out of his mouth with the free-hand opening his lips slowly unassured how to reply on the question.. "...Well, uhh, perhaps, someone who can Ruisten(Listen) to me clearly, and possibly who can give time to understand me--" He said smiling some not his faint smile but a rather soft one, he looked on the ground getting hanged on the question "The Reidy(Lady) who can understand me, the one who I can always lean at when I am in trouble.." He added some more still his eyes looking down at the floor of course still on his walking motion..
Seconds past as he kept silent for awhile, then shaking his head making a small laughter out of himself again "Gomen, but I know the Kuraudo(Cloud) or Star would take care of me and give me a good one, the one that suites for me.." He added some more locking back his amber eyes at her, he quirked a brow of course the fact he didnt forget that she didnt answer his question "...thats unfair, you technukarri(technically) avoided my question, I answered yours, answer mines, Ne?" He said giving her a teasing look on his face, or a rather playfull one, truly Kinrui had changed since he had stepped a foot on this academy..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 3, 2008 21:13:49 GMT 7
"Well, umm.." I hesitated.
I would have thought he would let me get away with that one sentence. I guess, I'd have to agree that it was unfair. He'd given me a lot of details about his ideals, and I only gave him one sentence which was much too obvious.
If one was to ask every girl in the universe, none would say they'd want a jerk.
Though a part of me was telling me not to say anything; keep it to myself. Just... afraid. Afraid if somethings might hurt him. Even though those few words making up a sentence may be weird coming from me.
I looked back down on the ground timidly, trying to come up with something that would get us away from this topic. It was then I'd realised that these questions don't even mean a thing. My gaze switched from the ground back to him.
"Someone... who'd take care of me." I'd manage to say, after the few seconds of pause which felt like years. "Pretty much the same, with the whole someone who'd listen and is reliable. Someone, who doesn't have only a shoulder to lean on when I cry--" I chuckled, "--but he has a whole torso to lean on, and both his arms wrapped around like a shield.
"Someone who doesn't mind being posessed--" I paused for a second, after that, "--And he has to be sweet, of course!" I concluded with a smile.
Perhaps that was too much for a criteria, but an ideal is still an ideal, and I don't think I have any intentions of changing that.
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 3, 2008 23:20:21 GMT 7
"Sou da ne.." He replied making a small pouty position on his lips popping the peach flavored cavity-on-a-stick which is the lollipop back to his mouth. he started to invade and journey back to his mind again, He closes both of his eyes thinking its about time to be honest to himself, but still cant believe the fact he actually 'is' feeling something like this, this wasnt normal indeed, atleast for him, he never had any feelings for the women he had comforted in his life, and thats all of a gentleman's duty..
pulling the lollipop out of his mouth once more "What will you do if you knew that person all alone? or! someone admit themselves to you, you know, shoot out?" He shrugged telling that sentence and question at the same time.
Actually, he didnt really plan to say anything of these to her now, somewhat his side was forcing him to do so, but what force was that? maybe he'll find out for himself, or maybe he had already caught the paper yet he doesnt want to read it, get the drift? its just an expression ne'ways.
the question lays now, and he waits for her reply patiently as they walked..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 4, 2008 15:28:32 GMT 7
I had the urge to reach out to the back of my neck, as I quickly switched the sight from him and the ground continuously. This time, it'd stayed on the ground, and a bit of what's ahead, letting him lead the way. Too much reliance, perhaps?
That would have definitely took ten years out of my life. I didn't really share ideals with anyone but girl friends. Of course, that would be normal, no? It was unusual-- well, it felt unusual to share it with a boy. That was just the first time.
Questions spawled again. Like the last question-- it had something to do with... soul mates.
"That depends" I'd answered again, slightly tilting my head to the side, but my gaze was still locked on the ground. "It'd have to be someone I like... and trust... and probably rely on. Who's been spending a lot of time with me lately, really, so that I know him fairly well."
The orange spectrums were deeper as it was taking a slow breathtaking dip to the other end of the world, as it was probably reaching sunrise on the other side.
The rose hedges casted faint details of them, but their painted black by the spectrums now. As the we walked further and deeper inside the maze-- tangled, yet I'd doubted we would come to the conclusion of getting out any sooner. Intuition, I guess.
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 4, 2008 20:02:07 GMT 7
"--Who's been spending a lot of time with me lately, really, so that I know him fairly well."
That! part of the statement shook him well, for as long as he knew, or somewhat he remembered, she did told him he was the usualy person to hang out with? or maybe, Kinrui is just jumping to such a ridiculous conclusion, his face went into a deeper blush not even minding where they are going in the large maze now, somewhat it was turning visible thru his make up now, but still takes a rather light pink color..
He attempt to shook his head to the other direction trying to hide his own expression from her, 'Damnit, Why am I feeling like this?, she just said some few words you idiot..' he scolded himself in his mind, his heart beats were going faster and was raising, 'what are you excited for!?' he yelled inside him adding the scolding words mentally..
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ok, he finally decided, he faced the truth, yeah, so what? he likes her, big deal..yeah it 'is' a big deal, since Kinrui had courted and entertained alot of girls now, its just his first time to like someone this much, infatuation is always there, yep, thats the statement that he was blaming now..
He stopped walking as the wind blew his hair, even though it had still short due to the style he was give, his eyes were being slightly hidden by the shadow of his bangs, his pale lips began to say something, "Ne...Maho.." He muttered yet still clear for her to hear
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 4, 2008 20:19:19 GMT 7
I tugged on his hand. It was easier to tug on it since I was holding to his hand anyway. Where we were standing right now-- it was just one of the paths which comes to a center, which held a huge water fountain in the middle. Other paths came off from it to this place. A smile drew on to my face as I saw the white stone figure, brightly colored water streaming and shooting off it due to the light shining to it.
My left hand raised and pointed to the fountain. Taking hasty steps towards the fountain. I wanted to sit down and relax over there. Only in this place would I sacrifice my clothes and sit on the ground with my back rested against the water fountain's vertical surface.
"Let's go sit over there!" I'd said, my voice sounded a little bit more excited than I'd intended it to be.
My feet came to a sudden halt as I was now a few inches in front of him. I looked back and cocked my head to the side, slightly confused.
"Yeah?" I'd replied to his sudden call of my name.
Again and again, I had to blink every few times to moisten my blue orbs.
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 4, 2008 21:03:01 GMT 7
...Dangit just when about he had the courage to finally say it, she said something, oh well, atleast she asked him something, he nodded for awhile walking towards the fountain expecting her to follow him of course, his amber hues locks over the said stony figure, it was quite majestic even though he seen better on his place, but larger and more expensive is not always what he finds, he apperciates it simplicity for awhile..
anyways, after some few distraction, he finally minded what he was suppose to tell the female,but it seemed silence had grew on his mouth which blocked him from speaking,He start to scratch his cheek still with the lollipop hanging on his hand, come to think about it, he totally forgot about putting that on his mouth now. first off, he was thinking how to put it and tell this to her, but really, would he tell it to her now? anxiety is blocking him, the wall was building up once more as he stared blankly at the water figure spewing out from the stony design..
his lips was shaking, he wants to say anything, that can conclude his feelings now..
"Orewa..." He said suddenly pausing again, anxiety was still trying to get in his way, but he was able to push it, 'Come on Kinrui, you cant stop now..' he encouraged himself from inside opening his pale lips once more "Orewa.... Kimi no koto... suki da" He said in a rather silent tone and ina cut off arrangement, it wasnt clear, probably Maho wouldnt understand but, Kinrui didnt stop there, he raised his head locking his sight on the female "Orewa KIMI No KOTO SUKI DA YO!" He yelled, but it wasnt that loud, though it was probably too loud enough for Maho to hear very Very! clearly..
He said it! finally, but he was rather startled too, he covered his mouth letting go of her hand turning on his back on her, he looked so silly, he closed both of his amber eyes not even wanting to see himself get turned away, he was pessimistic, well, atleast thats normal on him?
It felt good, to finally admit, its like all the heavy burden he had keeping just today had been released to complete oblivion, a hand was still on his mouth, while the other hand dropped his peach flavored sweets, now, he just waits there hoping she'd atleast go positive on his statement of his feeling..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 4, 2008 21:27:20 GMT 7
I manouevered my stance so that I would come to face him, slightly reducing the taps against the brick floor, as we now stood next to-- or rather, near the fountain. I relaxed my right hand which was still intertwined with his, though he didn't seem to want to let it go either.
He'd mumbled something, but I couldn't really hear it. Again, I cocked my head to the side, as I always do when I'm confused, or something along those lines.
"What?" I'd begged for him to had said his sentence again.
In returned, he'd shouted it back at me. I closed my eyes, trying to shrug off and absorb what he was saying. It didn't quite hit me at first.
Our hand parted.
Mine fell right back to my side, slightly swinging.
His came up to his face, which I still didn't really understand. He'd turned his back at me. I blinked twice before his voice repeated in my head. He likes me? Well I do too-- and that's when I'd realised it.
Pretty slow, but I slouched my back now, relaxing my shoulders. My cheeks reddened, and I could feel them heating up. I bit my lower lip trying to think of something to say. My stares lifted simultaneously from the ground to him again. This time, only my eyes scanned, my head was fixed in place.
"Umm..." I'd managed to say. "I... I-- do-- Yeah."
Well, that was pointless. I got to nowhere.
"Maho too..."
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Post by Kinrui Ai on Jun 4, 2008 21:48:32 GMT 7
Expectancy..
a word you can really count on, but same time not really.. She had said something he side expect her to reply, she liked him too? his heart beat raised more hearing her say that, both of his hands dropped, as he started to chuckle some..
His chuckle soon became a soft laughter as he then turned his body rushing himself towards her hugging her randomly, out of so much joy, his hug was strong enough to raise her in mid-air for some, yet his grip wasnt that tight "You dont know how happy I am!!" He yelled out of joy at her.. He span in 360 degrees thus making her spin on the mid-air, lightly dropped her back to the ground this time giving her a plain hug..
Both of his hands were wrapped unto her torso leaning his head some beside hers, "Aishiteriiuu da.." He muttered silently, the happiness overhelmed the aristocratic student, it was his first time to atleast have true 'love' now, since he had always only infatuation and likeness back then..
He was really, truly, happy, repeating the word many times now, it seemed he was really happy, so much, he didnt realize his top hat dropped on the ground while he was spinning and hugging her out of joy..
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Post by __& &" R e a s o n on Jun 4, 2008 22:05:10 GMT 7
It was like a roller coaster-- or some weird ride you'd get from a fair or theme park. But this time, I'd felt much safer, although I did manage to clench on his torso attire, so that I wouldn't slip off or something. Some wild imagination.
He was right. I didn't know how happy he was.
As he set me back on ground, I slightly stumbled, but I was soon caught in his arms again. The smile was wider now. Both mine and his. I got up to my toes and wrapped my sleeve covered arms around his neck.
I closed both of my eyes, savouring the moment with him. I'd burried the bottom half of my face inside my arms which hugged him around his neck and on his shoulders. Not even realising how close my face was to his.
He slouched, so I had to return the same and stand on my toes to reach out to him.
My hair was probably quite messed up, but I trusted it to be still-smooth, and neat. It didn't really need much brushing in the first place anyway. Besides, nowadays, I do leave it straight without waving it. It acted as a scarf around my neck. He helped with the heat he gave off. Both a normal heat, and a feverish-heat inside.
"I love you too..." I'd whispered. I trusted he could hear.
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