Raindrops and Teardrops.

[Luna Katanashi]

++OOC: Private. Okihno only.

Good evening. Well, had she omitted to say that greeting to the people who are passing by her earlier? She couldn't care less, it is normal anyway -- for not having to greet. She was exhausted. She was always exhausted but she just couldn’t manage to sleep. Insomnia seems to plague her.

It had been night, dark. She had waited; her heart in her throat, silently praying that the confrontation she felt coming wasn’t going to happen, not tonight at least. She’s been disappointed. No one expected her, as some people always was. Who would want to approach such an emotional girl like her, anyway?

And because of her amnesia, Psycho seems to pity her. She was pretty sure he pitied her. She was pretty sure he still did now. She hated pity. It always bothered her that she seems to be treated like a glass window. Rarely approached by people. Always lonely. She hated it, she just despised it -- detested it. She definitely hated loneliness.

She reached for her knife that was right on a table that was provided near to her bed. How she was really blessed with a long arm. She then pressed the sharp knife to her flawless flesh. Red blood oozed forward, glowing faintly in the moonlight. See, she wasn’t glass, she was flesh. If so, why would they treat her this way? Bumping her without making excuses?

No, there are still some other things which treated her like a particular object. Though, she doesn't want to think about them now. After all, you hate listening to emotional things right? And wow, she was so brazen enough to do such a thing like this. She couldn’t feel anything. Suddenly she glared at her arm and in a sudden fit of rage, she sliced viciously at her arm.

She sighed, placed the knife on her bed absentmindedly and went to the bathroom to of course -- take a bath. Well, she does feel like it. What else is there to do, then? Touring around is just so boring now. And the bleed will probably halt when she does take a bath. She wandered to the bathroom and stripped off her clothes before turning on the water. As she waited for it to heat she took a look at her reflection in the mirror over the sink.

Her hair had totally grown out. The back part of her hair now brushed her thighs and buttocks. She doesn't even want to cut it, she just doesn't want to anyway. There were angry red chaff marks marring her skin -- probably -- they were there before her amnesia started, if she rubbed the marks hard enough, pain finally crept through her system and feeling pain was better than feeling nothing.

She ran her hand over a thick one near her right hipbone. Ah, she could really feel pain at some of her scars -- like these were coming from a poniard. She climbed into the shower pulling the tab that moved the water from the faucet to the showerhead, eyes closing as the scalding water hit her like drops of fire, searing her skin.

She turned, letting the water soak her hair before reaching for the soap and scrubbing viciously at her skin. The soap stung her wounds. She ignored it. Wait. She stood in the shower. She had finished washing quite some time ago but she didn’t want to move.

She liked the heat.

She always felt so cold and nothing could really drive it from her. If she were honest with herself, she’d admit that the hot water didn’t really warm her at all; it just distracted her. Slowly the water started to cool and she closed her eyes in resignation as a long fingered hand rose and turned off the water. She stepped out of the shower and dried off with a threadbare towel.

She really should get some new ones but she just didn’t care enough to bother. She hung the towel back on the rack and walked naked to her bed; there were dressers underneath where she kept her meager wardrobe. Well, she just wore simple clothes. She decided to venture out as well. Don't know what made her change her mind. Before she knew it, it was raining now. Oh good. She just brought her umbrella just in case. She activated it and walked outside.

She then, spotted a person unsheltered. Luna arched a questioned eyebrow before she hovered the umbrella above the person's head -- well, also enough for Luna's head to be hovered as well.

"Don't bewilder yourself in the rain..."

[okihno]

5:30 in the afternoon.

The sun is still giving it fine warmth for the creatures above the earth. It's orange color makes Okihno's heart feels safe upon watching it's very glamorous set. She is viewing the breathtaking scene inside her room with her head over her right hand which is leaning on the window. Minutes passed, it bothers her to write on her diary.

Dear Teddy bear,

I still have the feeling to that person even though he already has his girl friend. I wonder if he is also thinking that way. Although that's the truth, there is nothing I can do but to accept things the way it used to be. Destiny, one of the hardest enemy here on earth. I hope that he misses me or I bother him. Well, there are so much things happened here in the academy. I met a lot of people and learned a lot of lessons.

I want him to comeback soon....

Teddy girl,
Okih-chan

After she writes something in it. She remains in silence and think of the possible things that may happen on his arrival. Will he still be my friend or the opposite? But, anyway, She must still focus on the present.

She stood up on her chair and place her diary beneath her bed. She almost forgot that she borrowed a book from the diary but needs to be returned at exactly 6:00. she haven't read that book yet. It is a story about a person who had an amnesia and remembered everything after a year. Okihno starts at page number one and goes on up to the climax. As she read it, She remembers her friends who are having the same situation as the story. Jason and Luna.

It is really hard for the two of them being on that particular situation so, as the plot says on the book that the person recognized everything after a year and survives the challenges, maybe, there might be some reliable informations that can help Luna's situation. So, she keeps on reading it but, eventually, she did not noticed that she is already in nap.

6:00 in the evening when her alarm clock starts to ring..

Okihno rose up on bed and saw the book lying on the floor.

"Oh my!! what time is it!."
She said and took a look on her alarm clock. She needs to return the book or else she might be punished. She take off her clothes and open her closet. She is already in haste so, she doesn't care about the dress that she grabbed from it. Finally, she is laready finished dressing up.

She is wearing a sleeveless shirt in black and withe stripes , black shorts and a sock with black and white stripes also. She grabs the book on the floor and run as fast as she can to return the book on time although it is quite late. She went out of the dorm and observed that the sky is dark. There is no consistency regarding the weather. But still, she runs as fast as she can just to return it. Unluckily, when she arrived at the spot she is aiming, The lights are already closed and there is a sign board on the glass doors saying;
CLOSED

Her efforts were wasted. All that she can do for now is to go back in the Dorms and wait for the punishment will be given to her. She starts walking heading her way to the dorms to continue her nap when the rain suddenly starts.

It is really heavy that it can destroy the leaflets of the book that she borrowed. She is running too fast but, it is still quite far where the Dorm is located. On her way, She saw a big tree at the back of a wooden bench. She proceed there to shed. She is already wet and there is nothing that she can do but to wait the rain as it stops or else, someone may see her and share his/her umbrella with her.

Okihno is just looking above the sky while waiting the rain to stop. She begins to feel cold. She did not brought her umbrella or anything to protect her from the rain or to make her feel warm. So, She just hugged the book.

From the east where she is located, she saw someone nearing closer to her and luckily and hovered her umbrella to her. She was just looking at the girl's feet and eventually lift her sight up that reaches the persons face.

She is a girl. A familiar girl! But just then, she remembers that Luna still has an amnesia.


"Don't bewilder yourself in the rain..."
Luna said.

Okihno smiles gently and comes closer to her to take a shed on her umbrella.

"Thank you."
Okihno said to her while still hugging the book that she borrowed. okihno is already shaking because of the very cold air that touches her body. She take a glance at Luna and ask in her mind.

"Can she now recalls everything?"
She said in her mind bit she did not bother to ask it anymore with her. She is still confused of what to do. So she managed to introduce her self to her and pretends to be a new frien in the Academy.

"Hi my name is Okihno, you can call me Okih-chan for short."She smiles at the girl and hopefully she can remember her.

[Luna Katanashi]

'Thank you.'

"Ah, you must have been feeling cold all this time."

Taking off her woolrich fleece lined denim jacket, she wrapped it around the girl's shoulders, hoping it will warm her up at least a little. Luna was now eyeing at the book the girl was holding.

Maybe the book is regarding about love? Joke. But, maybe? Never would Luna ever fall to another audacious falsehood in guessing things.

'Hi my name is Okihno, you can call me Okih-chan for short.'

"I'm Luna Katanashi. Call me whatever you wish. Nice to meet you."

She smiled weakly whilst introducing herself to Okihno. Luna glanced down for a while before glancing back at Okihno.

"Do you want some hot chocolate?"

[okihno]

Follows, Luna take off her jacket and wrapped it around Okihno's shoulder. It is thick enough to make her feel warm.

"Thank you. You are very nice."
She smiled at Luna and observed that she is looking the book that she borrowed from the library. The look is kinda curious of what is inside. Again she smiled, and ease the book from her very tight embrace.

"I borrowed this book from the library and it is entitled; Forbidden Memories. It is about lovers who was separated by an incident that caused the girl's suffering from Amnesia. But, at the end, She recalled everything and both live happily at each others arms."
Okihno is just looking down pretending that she doesn't know anything that happened about her and Jason.

Then, Luna introduces herself. It is not needed anymore because she already know her but still, she wants to keep her mouth shut. Afterwards, Luna asked her if she wants a hot chocolate.

Okihno nodded yes. Eventually, both starts to walk. The road is still far from the spot where they will sip some hot drink so, they can talk a lot of things while walking. OKihno is still feeling cold and she suddenly sneezed.

"Oopss, im so sorry about that."
She looked at her with curiosity. The she asked Luna;

"What it brought you here?"
She waits for Luna's reply while walking along the wet road.