I am going to speak.

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The truth. Alright, I'll talk. Drake's and Cammy's accounts were made by only one person.

Me.

But it is not my idea. No. I met him, or rather, he emailed me after reading one of my stories in FFnet. And so he asked me to make a bio for him, post as him, etc. The cosplay pics were sent through email too. But he's Drake on Ym. Only that he uses mine. Ever wondered why he won't make an msn? Why he doesn't make his own YM, and why his so-called ym account is from the Philippines? It's because he uses mine. And I do favors for him all the time.

I'm a fool, yes. I made a really big mistake. But I enjoyed RPing with his character, because I made it for him. All the traits, language, all of them. And I even had a little crush on him because, so far that time, he was the only one who bothered to acknowledge my talents in writing and somehow...use it for himself.

But I've met the real Drake. Though he doesn't seem to know anything about AA. I went to his house and said Hi. I guess he really did know my stories, since he recognized my pen name. And invited me a lot of times. Though Cammy...I haven't met her. No. But he says he does have a girlfriend, but he never mentioned the name. So I just thought It was still Cammy.

Sayu Mitsubashi Von Drae's account was also arranged by him. And I made it. Wrote the bio, did the posts (although few, because I don't really care about his 'girlfriend'). And I made the signatures and avatars for them both. And you know why? BECAUSE I WAS FRIGGIN' TOLD TO DO SO. I can't believe how gullible and how deep I've fallen into.

It's been going on for so long now. But then, only recently, I decided to write for myself. After all, he had stopped showering me with affections and all that. So I made my OWN account- Violet Evangeline Forthmore. As you can see, the writing style is somewhat identical. Read it. I wrote all of them.

And I can't believe I'm even saving his skin for him! And now I'm confused. But I know the truth. He tricked me, the man I've met in Canada wasn't him, the REAL Drake- or I suppose, the man who's pretending to be- tricked me. But he had weaved all the lies and tricks so beautifully that I couldn't look away. That I didn't bother to see for the truth myself.

I'm sorry it's come to this. I'm sorry I fell for it all. I'm sorry I even fell for him. I'm sorry we all believed him. And I am most sorry for being the instrument of his treachery. But it just seemed so real. And I guess I'm too young to understand or to think for myself without being swayed by promises and compliments from whom I thought to be someone who valued my talents highly. In the end, he just used me.

I'm sorry. I'll stop using his accounts. After all, I'm through with playing the gullible little cricket for him.

But I won't give up my OWN account. I love it because it's real, and it's mine. Please. Don't make me. I love writing. This whole affair is bad enough for me already. I'm taking the blame for him. And if I lose my reason to write in this forums, I don't know what would happen to me. I love this place. And I'm sorry for having to be the one who brought problems to it.

[EDIT] And Jin, I almost forgot. And the other cosplayers. They have nothing to do with it. I was told, okay? And I believed. I am sorry for jeopardizing their identities and allowing him to use them for his needs. I never knew about them in the first place. I've only recently joined dA. If only I could do it all again, I'd say no and keep myself from falling into such a trap. I ruined my reputation as well, but that hardly matters.

Maybe someday, someone would acknowledge my talents without having to use them for himself.

Sincerely,

Jee.

[Chikage Nishima]

Wow, Thanks so much for your apology and confession. I really appreciate it and so does everyone (I think). It's really hard making a reputation being a cosplayer and being good at it. It takes a lot of hard work and money and all that shit. Not to mention the criticisms and insults from others. If he wants other people to appreciate him, he must work hard for it. Anywho, I'm just happy that this thing is resolved because I love Jin and Alodia so much I don't want some random fan posing as them claiming Jin or Alodia is him or her.

Next time, don't be blinded by love and all that crap. And you do write excellently. Not that I've read anything you posted in an RP manner but this letter is very well constructed. That's all. And that ends my visit in AA. Unless, I visit again and find something like this. Or, if someone tells me about something happening here.

Hehehehehe....
XOXOXOXOX