A Default Night. [Jason]

[Luna Katanashi]

The door slowly crept open, pushed from the outside. There was a subtle jangling of keys as they were removed from the lock and held loosely in her palm. She stepped in slowly, into the dark room and tossed the keys on the plain and bare table that was provided. She stared at the keys glistening slightly in the cold moonlight that filtered in through the gauzy curtains covering the bay window.

She shook her head slightly and opened the window. The cold air flowed in, numbing her skin, as her heart was numb, as her soul was numb, as her mind was numb, as her eyes were numb.

Since when did she ever feel like this again? Some people already treated her like some fragile glass doll that would shatter at the slighted touch. She stared at her legs. There were several scars and fresh slice wounds spreading like cobwebs across her pale skin, but these things are not the prominent sights.

She stared at the window, urging her eyes to look at the moon. Tears flowed in rivulets down from her eyes, pooling slightly on her light cheeks before dripping off completely to crash below. She wiped them away as she remembered that Jason was there to comfort her when she feels that something is wrong.

Or maybe just her other friends.

[Jason Psychosis]

Tears. Not many smiles on my friend Luna's face. Mostly just tears. No matter, though. She's my friend and I must be there for her. I wonder why she's sad now? Why is it that she's always crying whenever I see her?

My thoughts are always making me do crazy things. Like right now, instead of standing by Luna, I'm holding her in my arms. I'm always acting before I think! Oh well. I like the outcome of it...most of the time.

"Are you okay?"

[Luna Katanashi]

The skies that birthed a serene midnight blue upon the late eve, made her glue her eyes on the sight all the more. But she pushed her eyes down to see another kind of sight below. The jagged rocks separating twin lifts in the divide glowed in the wake, a majestic sight to any who had the time to acknowledge it. Unfortunately on this night, it seems that no eyes turned up to admire the moon and it’s fading of life, but rather remained firmly set between their boots and on the rocky ground.

But there's only one girl who is staring out at the sky again.

Her name seems to accentuate the moon's presence. The prelude warmth satisfied her. The air entered in the room impishly by the time she found out that the one who produced the warmth was Jason. It's probably one of his ostentatious doings. After a stymied moment, she deigned to speak up. Although, nothing came out of her mouth. She couldn't even force out an initial peal of laughter. She was protected from the gnarled wind that entered the room by his arms.

She was contented -- at least. What is he doing in the girls' dorms, anyway? She need not ask that, she feels so limp to ask that.

Finally...

'Are you okay?'

"I... miss my..."

She began and was unable to continue. She missed her best friend. Dumb. Dull. Stupid. She smiled weakly, laying her head on his chest.

[Jason Psychosis]

My life is complete. If I died right now, it wouldn't matter all that much to me. f course I'd have to rake Luna with me, but hey. I love this silence we have now. You can hear everything, which is also nothing. But it won't last. Especially since I've asked Luna a question.

"I... miss my..."

A small twinge of doubt mixed with worry comes to me. It also brings up questions. Who is it? Her ex-botfriend? Does she even have an ex? What can I do to help her? I'll have to ask her, but it looks like she has some things to ask me.

"Anything you want to ask me?"

[Luna Katanashi]

'Anything you want to ask me?'

"No..."

Her disproportionate titillation about being with Jason now is intensifying a bit. She stared at her window again where it unfolded the sight of the moonlight, the light which also renegades the darkness. Not only that, she will be really hapless if she was not comforted right away. It's either she will commit suicide or something less worser than that.

With a colossal effort, she keeps on controlling herself from doing the fatal, forbidden things.

She also noticed that Jason isn't all pert when she isn't. She can't also tell if he is a genius or an adonis. Her hair actually reminded her about Elyon's plaiting. Luna can't even chide or vituperate about Elyon's braids -- they just look beautiful -- as beautiful as this moment. The blond girl smiled sadly. But despite its tainted sadness, it's still a seed for later happiness. She just couldn't set things aright for herself.

"Do you need anything from me?"

OOC: Blocked. D<

[Jason Psychosis]

"No..."

It seems that she's lying to me. She must want to know something! If not, I'd like to ask her something....

"Do you need anything from me?"

The truth. But for now I'll make do with the hollow lies and false truths she tries so hard to make me believe. I hold her closer, though I'm not sure if it's such a good idea. Cringe when I feel my body "smiling."

"Uh....Yes. I need to know........If you are happy."

[Luna Katanashi]

'Uh....Yes. I need to know........If you are happy.'

"I am."

The altruistic girl said after taking in some suffused air in the room while her corporeal body just stayed put. That question was warped with a twisted sense of humor. Of course she is happy!

But she just can't stop remembering about her best friend and her mother's deaths when she's all alone.

Despite the fact that she often stick to the dark secluded and seedy corners of her room, rarely ever seen and just watching, she just had to come out of hiding and say what a breath of fresh air Jason is.

In a repugnantly vulgar sort of sense, she is not that comfortable when not around with Jason -- or her friends. Her endeavors of deriding and utterly humiliating via profane curse about herself, the most wrechedly bad, putridly vile actions -- she wished for them all to disappear.

She shook out those useless thoughts -- it will only make her look like an embittered blond whelp.

"I also need to know, if you are happy."

OOC: I'll use the "size one" font. x]

[Jason Psychosis]

"I also need to know, if you are happy."

Oy. I'm not really sure right now. I'm happy that I'm with Luna, but I'm still worried. Even though I know Luna and I will be together forever, Kada's still on my mind. I don't want her to end this for me.

"I'm happy now that I'm with you."

[Luna Katanashi]

"Me too."

Right at the moment, she had the audacity to say that. She had dirges of hope that Jason would believe that. She felt a little tired. Too much stimuli and impatience would materialize into a leaden knot in her chest and she would be imbalanced the rest of the night, simmering with a dull rage that throbbed in time with her breathing.

With her thoughts all ruptured up now, she roused from her position. When Jason will have to go now, some kind of aneurysm in her might occur -- but anyway, it's already getting late. She wouldn't have to be urging Jason to be with her -- that's just not her. Asking -- will be just fine for now.

"Do you need to.. go now?"

OOC: Still in a major block. -.-

[Jason Psychosis]

"Do you need to.. go now?"

It's late, but hey, who cares? I'm not going anywhere. Luna's the only person that I really want to be with, and now that I am, I'm not gonna leave just because the sun's gone.

I don't want to go back to my dorm. I want to stay here, by Luna's side. That's all I really want to do nowadays. It's amazing that I've met anyone other than her.

I know why I'm like that now. It's because of that accident. I still feel guilty about it. It's not my fault, it's no one's fault, but I still feel that I could've done something to have kept her from being injured. I guess I should give her her space. And if she wants me to leave, I will.

"I love you...."

I slowly walk towards the door.