Luna Katanashi
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In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 28, 2008 15:12:35 GMT 7
Listening.
Luna was listening to her IPod. It was currently playing Before The Dawn by Evanescence. The beat and the rhythm of the song sounds as gloomy as ever, just the way she likes it. The singer's voice was in an ultimate volume, singing through the girl's ears.
When the song inevitably stopped, she took off the earphones from her ears and was putting the object firmly in her hand. The clouds were defeating the sun, it was about to rain. She was wearing a black dress with black sandals, she just wore these when she was trying to devour herself in that peaceful place. They call it... Freedom Space? Yes.
She found herself mute and was suddenly trailing behind the mobile group of sailing leaves, the trees' roots were trapped in the soil, disabling them from moving freely, like her. Her motive was to disappear. Her happiness was relented everyday. Sadness was eating away at her.
Just then, she took notice of the behavior of the surroundings. She can't even tell where the source of the noise came from in this vast area full of trees and plants. She looked around with a small furrow of her delicately waxed brow.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 28, 2008 15:28:37 GMT 7
Shido has nothing to do and was bored all day long so she decided to walk around for a while.She wore a white polo shirt,black skirt and black shoes.She was walking there alone and noticed that it was about to rain ''Uh...black clouds.....I hate them'' she said to her self.
She was looking at her surrounding and thinking of her small problem...which instrument would she play?Violin,Viola,Cello,Bass? She was having a hard time to pick and it was unnatural of her to make a decision of playing an instrument just like that.So the mane reason of her walking is so that she could decided which instrument to play.
"Damn....can't pick which instrument to play" K.S. said.Suddenly she came to a stop,she checked her surrounding and saw a girl in a black dress she went to her.It was Katanashi,she looked sad."Hey there....So what bring you here?" K.S. asked with a straight face
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 28, 2008 15:42:36 GMT 7
"Nothing, justpatrollingtheplace."
She softly responded, slurring the last of her sentence as though drunk, when in reality, it was mere distraction. All she wanted is to breath in the fresh air. When in solitude, she assembles a gloomy face in front of the beautiful nature. But when in front of a certain soul, she assembles the opposite emotion upon her face--so she did.
"How about you?"
She inquired, a stern look upon her peaches and cream visage and an air of lightheartedness within her voice. Her formerly, sour mood had by then completely evaporated when she forced those words out to Shido. She averted her gaze from the trees, causing her face to follow suit.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 28, 2008 15:56:42 GMT 7
"I can't decided on something so i decided to walk around and chose"
Something was bothering K.S. but she doesn't know what.She looked around but saw nothing.The sky was getting darker and it seems like it was going to rain any minute.She really hated the dark clouds cause it brought back some bad memories...the time when she killed her family...that memory.
"Dark clouds....they are such an eye sore"
She really hated them an so she thought of her problem....the instrument thing.She hasn't decided on what instrument to play."Why would i want to play an instrument?" she thought and then gave out a sigh and her faced looked annoyed about the clouds.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 28, 2008 16:22:14 GMT 7
"Maybe you want to play a guitar?"
Her voice seemed slightly watered down. Still offering a smile, she shifted her gaze at the sky, it sure is cloudy. She categorized them in her problems. She was letting out a faint sigh.
"Well..."
She began, unsure of how to put how she was feeling earlier into words, already intermingled with sadness and struggles. Running a tawny hued hand through her golden locks, she was just leaving it behind.
"Well, the clouds looks gloomy as always.."
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 28, 2008 16:40:10 GMT 7
"How did you know that i was having a problem with instruments?"
She was still unsure of she should play but then a guitar is not bad.But what she really wants is to play a violin,viola,cello or bass which is hard to chose from cause all of them have one thing in common but they have a lot of differences.
"A guitar is nice but.....i want to play a Violin, Viola, Cello or Bass...and i can't decided what to play"
She looked up the sky and saw the dark clouds.They where such an eye sore for her.She closed her eyes and thought of her past....the time that she killed her family...
"Dark clouds....brings back bad memories...."
Suddenly it started to rain and she just stood there recalling her past.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 28, 2008 17:14:49 GMT 7
"You were thinking about that out loud, Shido.", she explained.
'A guitar is nice but.....i want to play a Violin, Viola, Cello or Bass...and i can't decided what to play'
"If I were to choose, it's Violin.", she stated.
Luna admired the instrument she mentioned, it can play despondent songs that reminds her of the glooming interior of her past. She even lost fate, she lost everything. Her life is becoming a wheel, it revolves around and around until she dies.
'Dark clouds....brings back bad memories....'
Droplets of water landed on her hair. She realized instantly that these liquids belong to the sky. At this, she wants to sniff miserably and restrain a sob until all that's left in her clothing and her cheeks are tear stains along with a vague feeling resembling pain.
Sadness and pain will always be one of her attributes.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 29, 2008 16:25:45 GMT 7
"That day will come again"
She was not that happy right now.But one of her problem was solved the instrument thing.The rain was getting heavier and she started to walk to wards the tree to take cover from the rain.
"There will come a day that i will pay for my sins.....I will sleep eternally in this kind of weather"
She leaned on the tree and she looked a bit calm and decided to think of playing the violin.But another thing was bugging her which she doesn't know what.
"Have you ever thought of killing your self?"
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 29, 2008 16:57:27 GMT 7
Killing your own self? The girl's eyes froze and quivered in her current position, her back wherein her hair resided was swinging back and forth behind her. She has a beaming perplexed face and the rain was getting heavier that one needs to rely on shelter already for their body will suffer the outcome; that is, if their body is very delicate. Her immoral situation valued to what Shido was spewing out.
"N-No, I-I don't think..."
She stuttered, feeling uneasy for disguising the truth. She discarded the face she exhibited and smiled weakly to show that everything is fine; just in case Shido might be inquiring--just like what other people intend to do and they will wonder on what prompted on one's strange behavior. As she shook her head, her beautiful face became as serene as a normal person.
"I don't do something like that.."
She reassured Shido, trying to conceal the truth. At this, more clouds wafted over Luna's head. A flash of thunder was about to strike her as its prey. She noticed this and ran for shade, she arrived on the spot where Shido is. Afterwards, a huge damage was received on the ground, clouds of smoke arousing from it.
'It's as though, the heavens are lashing me out for not telling her the truth...
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 29, 2008 17:28:55 GMT 7
She stared at her and looked at her eyes.She can tell that she was not telling the truth about it but then she does know the felling of killing her self cause she already slashed her self.
"Telling the truth is better"
She waited for her to tell the truth and she wanted to know the truth on why does she want to kill her self.And there she goes again remembering her past....On how she killed them.Looking up at the sky she was irritated by the dark clouds they where an eye sore to her.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 29, 2008 18:12:27 GMT 7
Luna was waiting for Shido to accept the lie, but inclined to believe it instead. She sighed in defeat and finally wanted to summon herself to tell the truth, excluding about the one that she kept on pursuing faith. More droplets of water consumed the place as her mouth went slack.
"Well, I did once."
She said, trying to calm her increasingly stimulated nerves. She just hates it when she tells a lie and then, converts it to the truth afterwards; it just makes her feel guilty. She was biting her lower lip and her blue eyes began to heave themselves heavenward.
"What about you?"
Luna asked, but was shivering in the remembrance of her incident about the slashing of her legs.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 29, 2008 18:34:11 GMT 7
"Well i already died 3 times"
She wasn't sure that it was the right thing to tell the truth and even asked the question about suicide but then her curiosity ticked of and she started asking questions all of a sudden.She really isn't the truthful type mostly she would lie but for some reason she told the truth.
"Recently i slashed my self"
She tucked her sleeve and showed her wrist to her. There were about 6 slash marks on her wrist.One slash mark was new,she slashed her self last week.And so she closed her eyes and thought of the thing that was bugging her.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 29, 2008 18:47:14 GMT 7
Despite the shivering and cold weather, sweatdrops began to leak out from her forehead when she saw slashing marks embedded on her company's wrist. She was letting out a sharp gasp at the horrific and unexpected sight that was lying before her.
The more she stares at it, the more she wanted to shiver uncontrollably before wrapping her bare arms around herself in comfort. She breathed, her insides churning with a faint, queasy nature as though for emphasis.
"Actually, I never tried slashing myself countless times..."
She grumbled apprehensively, turning her dread lock riddled head to gaze fearfully at Shido's face. With a gulp, she pulled the ends of her dress slowly, revealing her damaged legs that has already been turned into scars.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 29, 2008 19:01:51 GMT 7
She looked at her leg and saw some slash marks.She was not surprised at all it was like normal for her to see a person slashing him or her self cause she did it several times already but still she keeps on repeating it.
''Drugs.....I tried them as well"
She tried drugs as well and still doing it.Life has no meaning to her now cause of what she did to her family it really did scar until now.She keeps that secret from other people cause she doesn't want other people to know what her past is like.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 29, 2008 19:30:15 GMT 7
"Drugs.. I never once tried them..."
Admitted the blond girl, not a tremendous astonishment was seen upon her face. According to her, it is normal. In fact, most of the kids are experiencing drugs.
She kicked a stone that is in front of her sandals with less effort and smiled triumphantly as the delicate stone bolted forth near the entrance of the dormitory hallway. Although, there were still a quintet of stones remaining, but decided not to kick them all.
She sighed reluctantly as she crossed her arms at the same time. The fragile girl could no longer support her mouth in speaking any longer. Meanwhile, luck was beside her.
"So, do you have goals in life?"
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 30, 2008 19:14:52 GMT 7
"Goals?.........I have none i guess..."
She haven't thought of having goals not until she went to the academy.Her goal before is to be a great doctor but then even before she came to the academy she decided not to think of any goals at all.
"How about you? Do you have goals in life?"
She would like her to reply seriously about that question cause she wants to know other peoples goals are like.She waited for her reply and while she was waiting she made her decision on playing the Cello instead.
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 30, 2008 19:44:05 GMT 7
Her goal in life is to try in vain in protecting her family and her friends. It broke actually which also broke her heart at the same time. Even hope wasn't even inducing within her anymore. A guttural sigh escaped Luna. Her life is not worth living anymore; it's all useless and she can never neutralize her everlasting pain.
"Nothing at all."
She muttered as her fist participated in hitting the trunk of the humongous tree. Its leaves reacted by falling down from it. She coarsely wrung her hand, pain was enveloping it; she tried to reduce it, but could not muster the ability. She surmised that it will turn dull in any given moment.
"So, anyway, do you wanna play a Violin?"
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 30, 2008 19:53:59 GMT 7
"I'd rather play a Cello instead......"
She really wanted to play it even though she doesn't know how to play one.Well if there is something that K.S. would really want to do even though she doesn't know how it works she would still go for it.Thats the type of girl she is sometimes.....
"Life is boring.......and not important for me anymore....."
K.S. really wanted to die but she decided to play and instrument so she can't die just yet.She will have to wait until she plays her last piece and it will only take for a short time for her to master anything.
"When i play my last piece......I shall sleep eternally after that"
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Luna Katanashi
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?Angelic Smiles? [M:100]
In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
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Post by Luna Katanashi on Mar 30, 2008 20:15:37 GMT 7
"Sh-Shido...... you don't mean.. ?"
Stuttered the astonished Luna. She looked at her with something that was a cross between confusion and astonishment. Finally, she knew completely that what Shido meant in the midst of the sentence. According to her, this is pretty dramatic.
"Are you sure you are going to give up your life?"
She inquired, something about the sentence earlier made her recoil and made her remember. Death was only Luna's solace, but she avoids it at the same time. Her thoughts are always revolving randomly around her head that it causes her to have a headache sometimes.
"I'm going with you..."
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Post by .|Cello|. on Mar 31, 2008 14:17:29 GMT 7
K.S. giggled at what she said mostly all people would say is do what you want or pls.don't kill your self stuff like that but she was the first to say i will come with you and its pretty weird cause life is precious to every one except for some people.
''Don't waste what you have......use it wisely cause time is short and soon you will be sleeping eternally"
She really didn't know what the right words to say to her.She doesn't want Katanashi to die with her if she wants to die no body will come,she will die alone.
"My souls shall walk in the paths of hell......for i have committed a lot of sins"
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