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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 12, 2008 17:52:32 GMT 7
Okay. So maybe he WAS right about her being blind.
Which was a positive, because he wouldn't be just judging, which he did, but it came out as the truth anyway, so the whole thing being self opiniative bias was not so self opiniative bias because it was true.
"Oh right." He said "So what do you want me to do?"
He knew it was coming. The girl was asking him for his help. But since he knew it was bound to come, he didn't get so surprised. Like the girls who just came up to him and started fainting before him. THat was a surprise.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 12, 2008 18:01:07 GMT 7
She smiled again but she know he needs his help but then she answered "Nothing at all" she smiled again and said to her self "What does it feel like to die?" it was a pretty weird question but she doesn't remember that she died many times already.She was thinking again and so she said "No one would care if I die,nothing would change if I die" looked up again knowing she wont see anything she stared at the sky for a long time and after a few minutes she looked at the guy and smiled at him sweetly then she was recalling her past again so she asked "Did you ever lose something important from your life?" she was waiting for his reply she didn't know why she asked him a question like that
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 15, 2008 21:26:26 GMT 7
Something important...
That made him completely stop what he was about to do or say. His mouth shut tightly, not going to say a word. There was something important. He had lost it a long time ago. Now he doesn't even know what it is anymore. Nowdays, he thinks everything was equal. Not even his life was precious. Nothing was overly important to him.
Only the azure sky became the natural witness that none of the alice users can investigate from. The rest just became instant witnesses. He tried to get out of this situation to make it seem as if he was 'normal' though.
"There is. But I lost it a long time ago."
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 17, 2008 11:46:47 GMT 7
She frowned a little and said "Must be a tragic story.....sorry if I asked you" she kept he mouth shut and she was thinking of what did he lose was it a person or a thing. Shido doesn't know why she asked him that question and plus Shido doesn't know how it feels to lose something important so she asked again "Did you cry when you lost that important thing?" after she asked that question she was recalling about her past again and she waited for his reply
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 18, 2008 16:35:29 GMT 7
"Umm.. well yeah.. Wouldn't you cry?"
In actual fact, this boy does not know what kind of 'important thing' he was talking about. But he just went with the flow of things. He doesn't even remember what it was that is important. Could this really mean that he had lost all feelings for everything? So that means he had surpressed every emotions and let himself live on like so at a young age? Well, we don't really know. He had never killed anyone, nor had he ever stressed about something for a long period of time.
Is the 'something' that was once so precious and important was his very own emotions? Had he ever looked at his pictures when he was young, in that institute, none of them had a picture of him smiling. Apart from the ones when he was onstage, throwing a pick to the thousands of audience in his school. Boarding school. THat was the only time he smiles. The times when him and his 'life' was united.
Was jamming and gigging is life? The whole band, the performances? The memories? Was that the ones so important to him?
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 18, 2008 16:43:51 GMT 7
She giggled and said "I never expected boys to cry when they lose something important" she continued giggling and said "Your lucky that there is someone important to you unlike me there is nothing" she frowned and continued "If my family was important to me wouldn't have killed them and if my friends were important to me i should have left the academy now but then nothing is precious to me not even my life" she close her eyes and said "What would happened if i die,i wonder?" then coughing went back again and she was getting more sleepy and so she slap her self again and again
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 18, 2008 16:49:18 GMT 7
Oh wow, so much for having something important. He doesn't have one. Yet why is he pretending that he DOES have one? Is it because of the band? Perhaps. That was the only time he ever showed that he had a life anyway. In all the other pictures of him, it was always: Arms folded, frown, look away. (Kind of like Sasuke from Naruto)
Now back to the question: What is it like to die?
Well, he should have been an expert on this. He did die once. And not even sure how, but he did. And not even sure how he came back to life again too. All that he know was that there is a black and white version of himself and there's this voice going on inside his head that kept saying "Y'can't".
Not sure what that means, but it'll soon come to him.
"Well.. It's horrible." He said easily.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 18, 2008 16:57:05 GMT 7
She giggled again "That's a lie, i wish i could die permanently" she thought of what happened before the first time she died she was resurrected by a friend of hers and she killed him after she was alive again the second time was with Hiei in that alley way she summoned Satan and died as payment and the third was with Kazuma same thing like with Hiei they were chased by a demon.So she stopped giggling and said "I died three times now and i'm still living so what will it be this time me die and come back to life or die for good?" she then smiled at the boy
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 18, 2008 17:03:42 GMT 7
Somehow those words really piqued Kurosagi's anger. It was really vexing to hear that someone wants to die. And seriously die in front of him. He sighed. Not saying a word, he stood up straight, unzipping his heavy jacket, unbuttoning every buttons. He chucked it to the ground full of snow. His torso was covered by a red and black checked blouse, beneath it was a black shirt, to keep him warm in this minus thirty-five degree weather.
Dismantling his pistol from the back pocket, he pointed the barrel to the girl. Already cocking the gun to place, loading it with a shell. Well, well, he actually have shells now. It was brought by his cousin, Gin Toho Tatsuya, who goes to the same school as he does. He thought it was a good present. Good thing that he did though, he wouldn't have to waste his alice's energy on this stupid little freshmen. He placed his index finger around the trigger.
"If you want to die permanently that much, why don't I just annihiliate you right here, right now?" He asked. "Would you let me kill you? Or would you rather live? Or, would you rather kill yourself?"
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 19, 2008 15:45:23 GMT 7
She laugh at him,she took the gun away from his hands and removed the bullets "Listen guns cant kill people bullets do" she continued laughing then she stopped "You dont need to kill me and i dont need to kill my self" she smiled at the boy and said "I might die in a few seconds anyway so you dont need to kill me and if you do kill me that person will kill you too!It wants me to suffer until i die" she gave out a big smile and didn't care if she dies but then the only question was if she dies will she come back to life or will she sleep eternally.
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 20, 2008 18:33:44 GMT 7
"You're wrong." He said.
Taking the gun back, which was taken from him before. It was completely empty, in fact, the ammunitions he had hit in his pockets. He took the out and threw them on the snowy ground. Some sank down the shaved-ice-like ground, due to its heavyness. He checked slowly, to see if the gun was fully unloaded. Doing so slowly, just to let the girl know that it is empty, and he can't possibly kill anyone with it now. Or is that so?
"So you want to suffer before you die?" He asked "if so, I can grant your wish. Plus you can get free annihiliating from me, special service to you. It's just so you can die faster, besides, you told me you want to die. Why don't I just physically hurt you real bad right now and throw your body down a river. That way you can savour the pain with the disolved sodium chloride in the water. That'd ought to pain you real bad. How 'bout it?"
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 20, 2008 19:59:35 GMT 7
Shido laugh and said "I would be happy for you to kill me but then...." she stopped laugh and stared at the boy seriously "I don't think he would be happy if you kill me.....he might chase you and do the same thing to me......okay!?'' she smiled at him again.Then she whispered to her self ''So what will he do now?'' and so she grabbed a cutter out of her pocket placing it on her left risk then she slashed her self.Lots of blood came out still she was smiling and said "Even if i slash my self i wont try to die...i promise you that!'' she smiled at him and waited for something to come out
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Post by x A m r i t a . . . on Feb 29, 2008 16:44:33 GMT 7
"What will come and chase me?"
He asked, rather seriously too. Stalkers aren't meant to exist in the academy. Heck, that's the reason he's there. The existance of stalkers meant that he wasn't doing his job well. And believe it, it's not going to be pretty.
Standing still as light cold winds blew his silky black-thread like medium length hair to and fro the different directions of the wind. What he wanted to see was how she would die.
He died once.
Never was that mistake going to happend again though. Now that the academy realised who he was once more, he was not going to embed another slab of writings to his body. Black stains like sin, it takes the form of tattoos that stretched from the whole of his back (whch is a script), his arms and his torso. And a possibility that he may be ressuructed once more would mean the whole body would be covered by tattoos.
"Girls." He scoffed. "They're emotionally hardcore enough to actually slit their wrists these days."
He's always hated those kind of people. Those who waste their lives.
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Post by .|Cello|. on Feb 29, 2008 18:29:56 GMT 7
She smiled at him again and said "Be patient....you'll see me die in a while dont worry" she was giggling at the guy got you tonge didn't i?Shido knew that she wanted him to see her die well it might actually happened but Shido just wished that the boy wont actually die when that person kills him for killing Shido if that would ever happened she would totaly laugh at them "You will see him in a while...just wait" she said in calm voice and so she sat under the tree again "Or better i'll just kill my self so he could come chasing you and you could see for your self' she smiled.She picked up the cutter and placed it at the left side of her chest....where the heart is......she stabbed her self at the heart slowly closing her eyes and she smiled at him and then she died.
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