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Post by Zen on Apr 30, 2008 20:50:16 GMT 7
Run! Run! Run like you never run before. Fears gloomily churned in his little heart. His tiny legs were numb, his hands full of fresh wounds and his fragile body is swollen with all the attacks. Like a coward fool, he ran and ran. His mind was blank. Stupid laughter echoed as he sped into the deep woods. He knew it was them. They are the hunter while he was the prey. Their footsteps are getting loud. He was in the verge of death.
Why are they doing this? Is not his fault!! Is it wrong to born normal? Why can’t they accept him for who he was? Can’t they see he is just a child?
A normal child to be exact. What can he possibly do? He was an outcast, they said. They are far more superior. Why?
Because they are humans that possess Alice…
Pair of rubies shot opens furiously. Those memories, he grunted. Why did he dive to remember it? It will only cause pain to his heart. Due to it, he grew into a person, he was now. A cold and distant boy.
Looking up, Zen gaze the oceanic sky above him. The fluffy clouds are like fishes. Running freely on own free will. Why can’t he be like that? He mentally asks. For a long time, he yearns for freedom. He is imprison in his own home and now in this place. Annoyance touches his heart remembering how he discovered his alice. Pathetic. His feelings are still not clear about this gift or curse. But, he care no more. It will only cause confusion if he thinks about about it.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on Apr 30, 2008 21:17:19 GMT 7
I was a fine morning. Hikari just finished her bath and started getting dressed. She took a pink spaghetti strap blouse and a beige skirt. And put on a necklace it a seemingly different figure. And lastly a brown colored sandals. And now that she was all dressed she went out of her room and started walking to the main entrance of the dorms. As soon as she got out she felt a nice breeze. She hair swayed a little with it. She started to walk around the academy. Well for one she didn't know where she should go while on her walk. Well she already saw most of the parts of the academy.
"I wonder.. Where should i go.."
She asked herself. She just sighed and kept on walking. Eventually she might see something interesting. Nothing is normal around here. And sooner or later maybe something might happen and and who knows she might meet someone new. A few more moments passed and she was feeling a bit tired. So she decided to take a break. She looked for a place to rest but from where she was.. she couldn't see a bench. So she decided to look for a tree. She was able to find a decent one but someone was there. She hesitated to ask. But what else can she do.
"Uh.. Excuse me.. May I sit next to you.. If you don't mind.. I mean.." She said hesitantly.
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Zen
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Post by Zen on May 1, 2008 11:28:49 GMT 7
His eyes are glued into the sky, he didn’t notice a girl was approaching him. The pimple-less face painted calm as peaceful combines with the surrounding. He begins to think, how fortunate of him to go to this prison. No chores and more importantly no them. His old wounds are fading away each day. It’s hard to admit it but he like it here, this prison that jailed thousands of Alice wilder.
"Uh.. Excuse me.. May I sit next to you.. If you don't mind.. I mean.."
And it was gone. The peaceful is waving goodbye to him. His sharp ruby eyes looked at the peace-breaker. It was none other than a mere girl. With short honey hair, she stood there, waiting for an answer. He does mind, he thought. But he decides to let the girl off the hook since she looks harmless. With a heavy sigh, he moves to the other side, motioning the girl to sit. Sometimes he wonders, is he a magnet? People often come to him even though it was the last thing he wanted them to do.
He played with the alice-restrictor, dangling on his wrist. It was a simple bracelet yet it gave a lot problem to students. Some student, anyway. He likes it. He is categorize as students who like the government idea. Though, sometime his hands itch to use his alice. Speaking of Alice, only the feeling of blur greets his heart. Does he really like his alice? Or is it still a curse?
Zen’s eyes shifted to the being beside him. He totally forgot about her. But why he should care anyway? Looking back up, he resumes his cloud-gazing.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 1, 2008 20:21:42 GMT 7
She was nervous that he might yell at her when he looked at her. His stare felt like it could pierce through anything. Because of her question, he looked disturbed. Maybe she just kept on walking a little more. And found a different place. She was about to apologize and turn away when she heard him let out a deep sigh. And she saw him move indicating her to sit. She was relieved no yelling happened.
''Thank you..."
She said as she smiled. Then she sat down. At last she was able to rest. It felt nice to sit down after walking around everywhere. Well she was just going to stay there for a little while. She didn't want to bother him further. But it would be nice if she could talk to him a little. But it when she looked at him he was looking at the sky. He was busy gazing up at the clouds watching it's movements. As she looked at him she could see how peaceful he looked. She would look peaceful like him when she sees animals or being with people she cares about. Well maybe she was always peaceful. But right now she feels somewhat cautious around him. But she doesn't know why.
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Post by Zen on May 1, 2008 21:05:10 GMT 7
The clouds look so white today. Not a single dark-coated one passes by. Pity, he thought. He prefers a rainy day than a sunny day yet he doesn’t know why though. A resemblance with his personality perhaps? The cold air with the sound of tiny droplets smashing to the ground just soothes him. He like it. He often sat beside his bedroom window just to watch the sky tears slide down the glass. It was pure enjoyable to him.
He can feel the girl staring at his face. Does his face is worth of seeing? He sighs again. This is what he gets for letting the girl sit beside him. He was an object of amusement. Zen tore his gaze from the blue sky and brings his attention to the girl. His face is painted with a ‘what’ look while his eyes shows no emotion. Does the girl find him amusing? She was staring at him for a while now and being Zen. He doesn’t like to be stare at.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 1, 2008 21:23:40 GMT 7
'He saw me looking!'. It exclaimed in her mind. She hurriedly looked the other way. She didn't mean to stare at him. She was such an idiot. Why did she have to stare. There was nothing to stare about right? Nothing! That might have got him annoyed. First she asked if she could sit now she stared!?
"I'm really sorry.. I didn't mean to stare.."
She said nervously. What the hell was she doing staring at him anyway. And the thought of it kept ringing in her mind like it was going to haunt her for a long time. She just want to shake it off. But she did notice something about him. She's now sure that it wont be easy to talk to him. It's because he seem distant. Well thats what she thinks. Who knows...
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Post by Zen on May 1, 2008 21:41:49 GMT 7
The girl apologized nervously. From her tone of voice, he knew she was panicking and he doesn’t know why. He merely made expression asking her why is she staring at him. She doesn’t need to be nervous. Perhaps, he had scare her? He rolled his eyes, thinking of his new found thought. Everyone in his old school was scare at him and now the girl seems to be infected too. He felt like a monster yet he doesn’t care. Giving out another loud sigh, he raises his right hand and wave to the lass, motioning her to calm down and he was not mad at her.
He then put both of his hand in his pocket while his eyes are still on the girl. He wonders why she was there with him and more importantly why did she ask to sit beside him? Women are so complicated. It’s hard to know what females think. He doesn’t bother to know since he never socializes with girls anyway. A few talks and then he’s gone.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 2, 2008 0:40:29 GMT 7
He raised his hand and waved it at her. Well that seemed unusual. But somehow it made her think that everything was fine and all. And thankfully relaxed. It got her to lean peacefully on the tree. And the useless thoughts just went away. She closed her eyes and now all she feels are the light breeze the rough tree and the grass tickling her. All of those unnecessary thoughts just seem to go away all of a sudden. But thanks to that she could calm down. And she felt lighter than when she sat down a while ago.
Then she opened her eyes slightly. She saw him looking at her. Okaayy.. Was there something on her head or on her face? She looked away and looked at her front. Useless thoughts came up again. It was about her other useless thoughts. When did she start to go all cautious? She would just usually just smile and stay quiet until she needs to go. Or maybe make light conversation and go away. And to people whom feel so distant well, she never met that kind of person. So maybe it’s a new experience. She just sighed out of all that thinking. She wished her mind would stop doing all kinds of thinking and stuff. ‘It gets tiring…’
‘Hmm..?’ She also noticed. She hadn’t heard him talk ever since she got there. All he did was body movements to tell her stuff. It was rather weird. Well she didn’t want to ask if he is some kind of mime. That would be rude. She was even starting to wonder if he can even talk. Well she didn’t want to ask that either. If she wants to find out she has to ask right? She just plainly sighed in her mind.
“I’ve… Somewhat noticed… That you haven’t spoken a single word…” She said as she hugged her knees and looked down at the grass.
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Post by Zen on May 2, 2008 21:19:35 GMT 7
Hmmm….? The girl was smart enough to understand the sign language he uses. Not bad, he thought as she leaned against the tree. His piercing gaze never stops and the girl seems to notice it. Though, he didn’t understand why she looked away. Weird. Did he scare her again? This entire time, his face was expressionless and no smirks or cocky grins were seen attempting to scare her. Or perhaps, he did without him noticing it.
He then cast away the rude stares away, trying to forget the girl beside him. He should be admiring the runaway clouds than blocking his thoughts about the lass. It will only give headaches, rather than conclusions. A loud sigh was heard. This time it was coming from the intruder, not him. Sighing had become a habit nowadays. He, himself, countless time let out a heavy sigh.
“I’ve… Somewhat noticed… That you haven’t spoken a single word…”
The girl talked. He raises an eye brow, capturing what she said. Does she want him to talk? Yes, he does agree. He’s not the type who like to speak, he rather stay quiet than talking. Another trait of his that can be seen by looking at him. To him, people only talks about unimportant topics. For example, gossips. Further more, he speaks when he wants to.
“I have nothing to say therefore I don’t want to talk.”
He said. It was simple, yet his tone was strict.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 2, 2008 21:41:47 GMT 7
“I have nothing to say therefore I don’t want to talk.”
She heard him say in a strict tone. She just looked at him when he said that. He always kept on an expressionless face. She doesn't know why though. And she had no more interest to ask. No.. Interest. She wondered why she lost the interest to ask him anymore questions. She didn't want to say because of his cold distant personality. Or maybe it is the reason. Oh well. She sighed.
''Okay... No need to be so grumpy now.."
She said with a rather down tone. While her eyes where closed and still she was hugging her knees. And after that she could never think of anything else to say. She doesn't get him at all. Are all boys like that? Who knows. It will just get her confused. There is no way she could understand a guy like him. Or maybe.. She could. If she tries.
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Post by Zen on May 3, 2008 10:01:00 GMT 7
''Okay... No need to be so grumpy now.."
She replied his words with a low voice. Grumpy? Does he look grumpy to her? He was merely stating the truth. Then again, his voice perhaps was the cause why she said he was grumpy, he thought as he looked at the girl who was hugging her knees like a child searching for warmth. His ruby eyes shifted to the sight in front of him. There’s no use to think about it, now. The girl probably thinks him as a rude and cold guy. Like always, he doesn’t give a damn about it.
The cold breeze started to blow soothingly as it gently caresses his face while his platinum bangs dance rhythmly according to its melody. The weather is getting nice, much to his dismay. Why can’t it rain? The topic once more flew into his head. He likes to hear the rain drops into the solid ground. He was such a weird guy for preferring rainy days over a sunny day.
It was quiet. No voice or sound coming from the girl. He underestimates her again. He thought she was one of those girls who like to talk and talk non-stop. Asking questions, now and then. It just irritates him for answering such stupid questions. No, he doesn’t really care if girls like to talk but please ask good questions, not something that is useless. It will only waste his saliva to answer. Sometimes he just left and goes away if irritation and boredom greeted him.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 3, 2008 13:21:48 GMT 7
After what she last said, no word came out from the both of them. The place was now silent. Maybe it was that quiet when he first got here. Before she disturbed him. And the weather was nice too. There where no signs of any rain cloud anywhere. And she could feel the gentle breeze touching her face and her hair swaying with it. The atmosphere was so nice she can fall asleep. But somehow she couldn’t.
Now the silence was getting to her. She does like places that are quiet but sometimes she like to hear something other than the wind and leaves and birds. But she cant complain for some reason. Her attention again moved back to the boy. Something in her mind was urging her to ask his name or something. But… Can she really ask that out of the blue? It seems weird.
“I hope you don’t mind me asking this… But I was wondering if I could… Know your name?”
There. She asked. She didn’t look at him while she asked. She just looks at the direction in front of her. She didn’t look anywhere else other than that direction. She paused for a while after that last question. Then a smile can be seen on her face.
“Well if you don’t feel like answering that you don’t have to say anything…”
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Post by Zen on May 4, 2008 8:15:15 GMT 7
The windy, quiet, atmosphere. It was kind of nice, he thought. The silence between them shut the busy world away, making him feel soothe. His blood-colored eyes were lost in the ocean region above them, still gazing the slow white entities moving freely with the bird flying in flock. The ray shone by the sun gently piercing the below. He was lucky to choose a shady tree to shield them from the hot sun. No, it isn’t that hot since the breeze accompanied them, cooling the heat that surrounds the atmosphere.
He then closes his eyes to feel the melodic sound of nature. The sound of the wind passing by, the birds chirping happily and etcetera. He definitely can live in this prison.
“I hope you don’t mind me asking this… But I was wondering if I could… Know your name?”
A sudden voice came out of the blue. It was the girl, sitting, once quietly beside him. He forgot about her presence here. Zen opened his eyelids slowly and stared the girl who is currently looking in front of her. She was wondering about his name? What about her? She never tells who she was in the first place.
“Well if you don’t feel like answering that you don’t have to say anything…”
He grunted softly. It does sound funny not knowing who was sitting beside us.
“Nishida..”
One word for one identity.
“Nishida Zen.”
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 4, 2008 12:53:29 GMT 7
“Nishida Zen.”
She was surprised that he will really tell her his name. She thought he'll just stay quiet there. Or maybe say it's none of her business. She was glad that he told her anyway. And her usual sweet smile can be seen on her face. And now that she thought about it it was rude of her not to tell him her own name and just asked him of his. She let out a light chuckle.
"And my name is Hikari.. Hikari Yagami."
She said as she smiled at him. It was always like to to smile at people anyway. Even if they do seem like a cold person. At least she can smile for them right? And smiling makes her feel warm.
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Post by Zen on May 4, 2008 16:48:21 GMT 7
She smiled, not only from her pink hue lips but from her eyes also. Before that, he can capture a hint of surprise through the hazel orbs and then it disperses within seconds. She must think he was reluctant to speak and tell his identity to her. He shrugged, she was like a book that is easy to read. Her eyes were too innocent to shield any emotion unlike him that became a habit. Zen always keeps his emotion to himself, not bothering to let the outsider to see. Only he knew what he felt and no one else needs to know. It was his dirty little secret.
Then a merrily chuckle came out from the lips. Did he do something funny? He asks himself.
"And my name is Hikari.. Hikari Yagami."
Oh. She is identified as Hikari Yagami. Hikari? A Japanese word for light, if he’s not mistaken. Light huh? Her parents must have thought her as a light in their life. Quite lucky, if it’s true. But he will stick to the last name since they are not close enough.
“Yagami..”
He played the word with his tongue and lips.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 4, 2008 17:27:45 GMT 7
So he decided to call her by her last name. For her it seemed too formal. But what can she do. She can’t call him by his first name either. She just met him. Well guess she just have to bare with the formalities. Now silence was back after the introductions. She just looked at the sky above her. It was calming. It was nice to look at.
“The sky looks pretty in a nice weather don’t you think? But.. I guess you prefer rainy days.”
She then chucked. Her eyes where still glued at the vast sky. It was nice to gaze at. Yes, very nice. And it looked so close to the ground to. It feels like she can touch it from down there. It was mesmerizing. It feels like she can forget everything when she looks at a clear and beautiful sky like that.
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Post by Zen on May 5, 2008 14:12:43 GMT 7
And as the answering session ended, the silent atmosphere came back. Everything ended with a peace, calm, surrounding much to his enjoyment. The girl stayed quiet, he stayed quiet. Both of them were in their own world. Each of them with their own fantasy. He was happy with it, but only an emotionless expression painted on his face. Not showing how happy he was with the gloomy surrounding.
The wind passed by,
The time passed by,
Then, something came up, a small voice ruining the once mute surrounding. Annoyed he was but her words cured the annoyance a little.
“The sky looks pretty in a nice weather don’t you think? But.. I guess you prefer rainy days.”
Did she just read his mind? He thought. He wonders how she knows about his liking of rains. The girl, no Yagami just perked his interest more. She was full of surprises, he noted and he likes surprises. “Yes.”
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 5, 2008 18:38:05 GMT 7
So she was right? Wait why was she surprised. She always get those kinds of things right. She doesn't really know how she does it but. It like she can read it. From their actions and so on. Hey eyes make her see what normally people can see. Maybe because she has time to even care. Not like the rest. Well maybe there are other people like her.
"I well.. I thought you do because you look a little gloomy and.. Well.."
She paused for a moment. She didn't mean to say he's gloomy. What was she saying. She cant go on rambling about that kind of stuff. It wasn't... Her business to know right?
"Forget it.. Forget I said something just now.."
She said while giving off a smile. Then she again relaxed herself on the tree. While she tries to forget he straining question. She let of a silent sigh while she continues to look at the sky.
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Post by Zen on May 5, 2008 19:46:05 GMT 7
Another surprise, her eyes shows it well. Too well, much to his liking. One can easily tell by looking in her pools and expression of the face.
"I well.. I thought you do because you look a little gloomy and.. Well.."
An eye brow was raise. He lets out small hoarse voice, listening to girl stutter. She thought he was gloomy so that’s why he likes the rain. Wrong answer, little girl, he wanted to say but seeing the stutter face. He decided to shut his mouth. That’s the second time, he let the girl off. He often remarks sarcastically but since today is a wonderful day and the girl was an okay girl plus he was in a rather good mood, he will behave himself. Though, he’s not promising anything.
"Forget it.. Forget I said something just now.."
Okay. Easy as that, he will forget what she said. It’s not he wants to remember it anyway. The girl isn’t easy to predict though, she was easily read but not predict. Or rather all the girls are like that. He then remains silent and waits for the girl to speak again.
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Post by »kaяiii★™→ on May 5, 2008 20:25:36 GMT 7
He didn't say anything to her. So that meant that he just allowed it to slide off right? She was still gazing at the sky. The clear blue sky really did look nice. And the clouds would move slowly. And Birds would be seen flying. And a light breeze would blow. And the grass would just tickle you once in a while. And..
'Hm.. I fell like my eye...lids are getting.. hea...vy..'
She was slowly getting drowsy. Her eyelids are slowly closing on her. And she feels rather light or something. The atmosphere got her sleepy. And at that moment her eyelids completely closed. She was sleep now. And now she was unaware of what was going on around her. She wasn't able to notice the sky the clouds and animals or even the boy.
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